I feel like an idiot but I can’t help it…
November 2011
162 posts
October 2011
68 posts
Have an interview today at 5:30!!!!!
Why the fuck am I so god damn awkward…
I wonder if I’m making you as happy as you’re making me.
I really hope so…
My roommates…
I haven’t been happy in a while :)
I just want you to text me back so that I know you are ok…
Seriously I didn’t know you for that long but if you did that while I was talking to you I will be heart broken. Please tell me you just fell asleep. Please…
Maybe if I keep wishing for what we had before it will come true eventually….
I don’t know why I’m just now getting this but I just have a feeling it won’t turn out the way I want it.
i dont like it and i feel like something is wrong. i cant do anything about it though. this sucks so bad…
My grandmas cat died last night :(
It’s sad… I helped my grandpa bury him today…
Fuck…
Honk
RAH-AH-AHAH-AH-AHAH-OH RAH!
its probably not true but the thought of it… ouch…
i hate being alone. im so god damn bored. and for some reason all the people that i talk to at 1 AM arent awake tonight…
GPOY. All FIVE of my roommates are gone so I decided to visit grandma and my sister. Bad life choice. I’m bored as tits and there are vicious pit bulls roaming around the yard and my grandma is paranoid and has a gun next to her head so if I sneak out, she’ll probably shoot at me.
thats down right… terrifying…
i hate being alone. im so god damn bored. and for some reason all the people that i talk to at 1 AM arent awake tonight…
and found out that it wasnt recording 2/3’s of the time i was talking awkwardly to it in the silence of my living room.
im PISSED.
RIGHT MEOW I NEED QUESTIONS!!!
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………………
why is everybody getting into a relationship but me???
you’d think that, but, its not a fact yet if ever. im tired of being alone. why cant i find a girl. why cant i be happy. fuck this.
I’m not even dating you. yet when I see pictures of you close to another guy I envy him. are envy and jealousy the same thing? I dont know. you say you give up on relationships but I cant tell what you’re thinking. I wish I could read your mind. I need to visit you so I can see what you are actually thinking. are you willing to give me the chance that I never got before?
Probably our best show yet. mosh pits, responsive crowd, played well. I just dont understand what this feeling is. im playing music because I love it, but, I feel like im not playing it for anything… yes theres a crowd and yes there is money but im not worried about money. I want people to enjoy the music I make with my band but i also want to play it for someone more important to me personally.
probably not the best thing that im up right now but i dont care. the show isnt until later and im pumped. hopefully this show is a lot better than the last one. I NEED MOSH PITS!!! If you are going to a heavy metal show dont just stand there like an idiot and stare at the band. throwdown and move a little. so what if you get hit you’ll have so much adrenaline you wont notice. Take it from a front man who watches all the action, or lack there of, in the crowd. a dead crowd is possibly one of the biggest let downs at a show. SO GET ON YOUR FEET AND FUCKING MOVE!
I cant find pictures of what im thinking of anywhere.
