June 2012
17 posts
I’m just curious…
i said it, no lie, no shame, its awesome and super fucking catchy.
deal with it.
Nothing has really changed though. My band mates still annoy the shit out of me, I still need a better job, and I’m still living with my dad. I’m a really boring person and I’m sorry for that haha.
i think i have 7 other people lined up to buy tickets for the battle for mayhem festival 2012 so that would leave just 2 tickets left to sell which would be great. at least for me cause i have an incredibly hard time selling tickets for anything because i hate selling tickets for shows its just annoying.
but i dont know how im going to pay for it nor do i know what i want to do. nothing that will actually make me money thats for sure. the world sucks and everything that i want to do wont let me survive in the real world. i like art and music and things of that sort. i dont like desk work or writing or reading or anything that involves 99% of jobs in the real world. my dad says it doesnt matter what you do as long as youre making money and you dont wake up every day and say “i want this fucking day to end”. thats my problem, everything that the world wants me to do is going to make me wake up every day and say “i want this fucking day to end”. i dont know what to do…
My band has 6 shows between now and including July 6th. One of which is a battle of the bands to possibly open for mayhem fest. We probably won’t win but it’s still a huge thing for us. I’m going to be so busy this month…