I really fucking do. im so fucking pissed and hurt by everything right now. if you didnt want to be with me just fucking tell me. dont fucking lie to me and tell me you “dont want to be in a relationship right now” and then start dating someone 2 fucking months later. if you think lying fucking helps me get over things it fucking doesnt. im beyond hurt and pissed off. im so tired of getting fucked over.

When I see pictures of old friends at cornerstone music festival in Illinois right now, not because I’m missing bands that I want to see and not because I’m super into religion because I’m not at all, but, I’m sad because I have recently found out that this will be the final year the festival will be held. Apparently the people that have been putting it on for so many years have lost all their funding and dont have the money to get the bands that people want to see play every year and that’s sad but its also sad because some of the best shows I have ever been to were at that festival and now I’ll never get to go again. I’ll never get to camp out with friends in the middle of a giant cornfield while listening to amazing bands play into the night again. It just makes me sad.

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as an added note im really not upset about missing any of the bands playing this year because i dont know 99% of them and the ones i do know havent released a good album in years so really im just sad about missing the experience of camping out for a week in the middle of a cornfield while bands play.